Ukelele > Maths

Ive been playing my Ukelele way too much since i got it. I've learnt 4-6 songs, and its been like 2 days? Omg. My fingers hurt so much.
I don't know what it is, but the Uke just makes me get my mind of things. Music gets my mind of things. Maths is getting way too overwhelming for me. Have to complete 5 sections by Wednesday and I've got other work as well. I'm so stuffed next year...
Totally going to delete my facebook, tumblr ect... Or maybe just lower my time on the internet.
Its currently 10:40pm and my mum just made dinner. HELLO EXTRA WEIGHT!

Sxc picci's wiv mah uke.

Bessphen.

Today was my first time eating AB, and omg its ah-may-zing! Its so good.
I went with Marc (bestfriend), and it was a delayed date. We like planned it in the holidays, but never had the chance to go because we were busy and such. So glad we got too, but we picked the worst day to go.
It was like 40 degrees or something, and we like walked to much. I bought like 3 or 4 drinks. So hot, omg.
After AB, me and Marc did the cinnamon challenge. SO funny! It tasted so bad, not even kidding. Then we just chilled at the River for a while until deciding we were going to head off too Rundle to get a Ukelele to jam and stuff.
We got and then headed to the River again and we stayed there until we had to leave.
It was a pretty chilled day with my Bestie, so glad we got the chance too hang out. It was very over duded.
I LEARNT TWO SONGS TODAY! Pretty proud of myself, now I can say I play an instrument, even though the Uke Isn't even hard to play aha. YAY!
Now I'm just at home, teaching myself the Uke. Now I got something to do when I'm bored!
 
We love Justin Bieber.

Shake it like a polaroid picture.

Fridays used to be so fun and exciting for me going to youth and hanging out with my friends, but lately i've been staying at home due to my mum not wanting me to go... It sucks.
Now I'm just stuck at home and have nothing to do...
This week had gone pretty fast, but not that fast. SCHOOL SUCKS!
It was so hot today... Like not even joking. I was standing there and I was tired, like legit. I'm pretty unfit, just saying aha.
Music, Tumblr, Facebook, Blogger, Phone. I don't know what i would do without you guys, thank you always being there for me when my brain was going to melt of boredom.

Probs just did the most cam whoring I've done in ages! Yay for cameras.

Photo bombbbbbbb.

Why am i so stupid?

Why are you making it so hard for me? Why do you have to be so perfect? Why do you always have to be there? Seeing your name on my facebook is just so hard.
Im stupid like that. I always fall for the wrong boys, the bad ones, the ones that i know are going to hurt me. Even though i know what they did to me, i still want them. I still want to see what would happen if we let it go for a bit longer.
I just dont know if you're lying or not. Maybe you did play me, maybe not, but at one stage i did make you feel the way i did and you cant deny that.

School will be the death of me.

I am currently in English, and not doing my work.

School just sucks so much, you don't even understand... I wake up every morning and say to myself "school sucks" I don't think that's a good thing.
I dont get any work done because every little thing distracts me. Everything at home, everything with boys, just everything gets to me now and I just hate it.
I just want the feeling of being happy again, smile randomly and not know why, being hypoactive that no one can stop me, but now i just feel like it takes too much effort. Being happy takes too much effort.
I just want the feeling of being carefree and not worry about anyone or anything anymore. Just to not care what happens and leave it in the hand of God.
So that's what I'm going to do from now on. Stop trying to control my life and direct it into the direction I want it too and just leave it all up to Him. Because he knows whats best for me and I can just trust in Him.

Just,

Fb chat.

Hating it when you stop talking to that person, and their name/picture is permanently on your fb page, and they're the last person you want to see online. Because the fact that they're on and not talking to you, just sucks.

I woz such a thug.

Looking back at my old blog posts makes me laugh so much omg.

Wow, its been a while.

Oh hay guise, its been too long. I feel like i should start this blog again... So much things has happened to me over the past year or so, and recently, the past few months. Even though Tumblr is the place where i express my feelings and stuff, i just feel like its too public for me (even though on here is pretty public, but still) and i just feel annoying.
SO, here i am. Again. Hopefully i dont get too lazy and i update frequently.