I am currently in English, and not doing my work.
School just sucks so much, you don't even understand... I wake up every morning and say to myself "school sucks" I don't think that's a good thing.
I dont get any work done because every little thing distracts me. Everything at home, everything with boys, just everything gets to me now and I just hate it.
I just want the feeling of being happy again, smile randomly and not know why, being hypoactive that no one can stop me, but now i just feel like it takes too much effort. Being happy takes too much effort.
I just want the feeling of being carefree and not worry about anyone or anything anymore. Just to not care what happens and leave it in the hand of God.
So that's what I'm going to do from now on. Stop trying to control my life and direct it into the direction I want it too and just leave it all up to Him. Because he knows whats best for me and I can just trust in Him.
I dont get any work done because every little thing distracts me. Everything at home, everything with boys, just everything gets to me now and I just hate it.
I just want the feeling of being happy again, smile randomly and not know why, being hypoactive that no one can stop me, but now i just feel like it takes too much effort. Being happy takes too much effort.
I just want the feeling of being carefree and not worry about anyone or anything anymore. Just to not care what happens and leave it in the hand of God.
So that's what I'm going to do from now on. Stop trying to control my life and direct it into the direction I want it too and just leave it all up to Him. Because he knows whats best for me and I can just trust in Him.
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